14.10.07
the land of holy curry...
hey guys...sorry didnt reply or pick up ur calls these few days..6days into the land of holy curry...(or rather land of holy sand...all my clothes are turning brown everytime i go out...=/) phone bill expensive..=P $1/sms lor..imagine calls..
hmz..emotionly quite unstable recently...career wise...relationship wise..starting to worry tat i wont be able to find da one anytime near..haha..sounds like an old hag..getting boss ard by ppl..wat to do..smallest in the centre of the ring..eligiable but unable..facts of the working life..can feel like im getting lazy doing my stuff le..either tings kept slip off my mind..or jus simply heck care..i know i nid to buck up..i wan to buck up..i jus wish i has a support..i tot i can get use to doing without a pillar..but im jus nt independant enough...
i miss...i wan...and i yearn for it...da time is still nt here...
there is one..maybe im jus too yearning for one...nt desperate..but i simply dunno hw to react anymore...go for it..?? nice man are always taken...
thanks 7 drawfs for helping me drink beer with whole egg...gan ji bu jing...=D
sometimes in da nite..i jus wonder..y am i so lonely..?? y i feel tat..?? i look lonesome..and simply hard to find new heart to heart frenz anymore..unlike use to be..i had close frenz all ard...................................i dunno wat to say anymore..its a feeling hard to describe..emotion surpress inside..i jus wanna let it out...cry...=~(
Posted by dotsux at 10/14/2007 03:27:00 am